Sometimes, like today, when there's a lot going on my mind, i cant seem find the words to express my thoughts,my feelings..
I wonder y so?
is it because maybe i myself am not too sure of wot i feel?
maybe writing will help.
we've heard that life is a drama and we are the actors.
but can we really bring in the detachment into our living?
if that's true then nothing really matters, does it?
then y do we feel hurt? y do we miss people? y do we feel we cant take it anymore? y do we have have expectations? y do we feel lonely? y do we feel unloved? y do we feel ecstatic ? y do we feel happy?
because even an actor has to do research to get into the skin of the character to give a believable performance.
so we as the protagonist of our own life ...how can we not emote? how does one become indifferent and robot like?
so i think we should acknowledge the way we feel rather than to justify or belittle it.
because the way we feel matters. not acknowledging it makes it worse. the feelings lie buried in there ...gathering dust and cobwebs. airing them would be a good idea.it might make us feel better and our lives richer and healthier.
so wot stops us from airing our feelings?
fear? ...of being scoffed / overpowered / of not being given due importance?
ego?... how can i let people know that this is how i feel?
inability ? ...to stand for ones own emotions...
afraid of others being hurt by how we feel??.....
how then can we live fully a life that we call our own?
and if we cant do that....how can we call this life "ours"
it ends up that our "character" is not much imp in the movie of our life itself.
so that doesnt make sense does it?
so how we feel, wot we think, and, our opinions shud matter in our life.
and i think that movie of "our life" shud revolve about "us" rather than the rest of them.
so i think its required that we shud be more self centered and its ok to be selfish in that sense as long we dont hurt anyone including ourselves...
conclusion: listen more often to ur heart...at least as much as u listen to ur head.
manderings of a confused mind........hope it made sense to YOU.....GOOD DAY!
I wonder y so?
is it because maybe i myself am not too sure of wot i feel?
maybe writing will help.
we've heard that life is a drama and we are the actors.
but can we really bring in the detachment into our living?
if that's true then nothing really matters, does it?
then y do we feel hurt? y do we miss people? y do we feel we cant take it anymore? y do we have have expectations? y do we feel lonely? y do we feel unloved? y do we feel ecstatic ? y do we feel happy?
because even an actor has to do research to get into the skin of the character to give a believable performance.
so we as the protagonist of our own life ...how can we not emote? how does one become indifferent and robot like?
so i think we should acknowledge the way we feel rather than to justify or belittle it.
because the way we feel matters. not acknowledging it makes it worse. the feelings lie buried in there ...gathering dust and cobwebs. airing them would be a good idea.it might make us feel better and our lives richer and healthier.
so wot stops us from airing our feelings?
fear? ...of being scoffed / overpowered / of not being given due importance?
ego?... how can i let people know that this is how i feel?
inability ? ...to stand for ones own emotions...
afraid of others being hurt by how we feel??.....
how then can we live fully a life that we call our own?
and if we cant do that....how can we call this life "ours"
it ends up that our "character" is not much imp in the movie of our life itself.
so that doesnt make sense does it?
so how we feel, wot we think, and, our opinions shud matter in our life.
and i think that movie of "our life" shud revolve about "us" rather than the rest of them.
so i think its required that we shud be more self centered and its ok to be selfish in that sense as long we dont hurt anyone including ourselves...
conclusion: listen more often to ur heart...at least as much as u listen to ur head.
manderings of a confused mind........hope it made sense to YOU.....GOOD DAY!
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